tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58369772012-02-09T03:34:34.121+08:00[[ *`* LuCky FoUrLeAf PiNg *`* ]]Lucky Fourleaf Ping is searching.. "Luck;Faith;Love;Hope"..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.comBlogger11731100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-81906747435335546572012-02-09T03:30:00.002+08:002012-02-09T03:34:34.130+08:00Confused.. Dilemma.. Should i go or should i not..My dream is gone..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-64876754475846623762012-02-05T14:00:00.031+08:002012-02-06T00:03:29.034+08:00~The Moon that embraces the Sun~-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-46870416794130242562012-02-05T07:04:00.001+08:002012-02-05T07:05:28.844+08:00Lyn - Back in Time (The Moon that embraces the Sun)Good fan-made MV.. beautiful song~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-12918640127387953652012-01-31T01:55:00.009+08:002012-02-01T02:59:44.335+08:00The Moon that embraces the SunKorean historical drama always so tragic.. *haiz~*Ironically.. i feel like watching it cuz' it seems so beautiful despite so tragic..Apparently,this drama still airing in Korea..So far,like the drama very much despite so sad/bitter.. *sob~*-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Seems like watching sad drama making me feelluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-9825724847310553782012-01-22T02:18:00.003+08:002012-01-23T23:27:23.224+08:00Too much of headache & coughing..Alot of washing & cleaning..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-22627618172467242632012-01-18T02:44:00.011+08:002012-01-18T03:51:51.033+08:00Lately..Had been physically & emotionally quite drained..Perhaps yet to leave my past behind.. had been complaining alot still..Just feel too tired everyday..Last weekends just over.. Attended SingLive Asia PCR 2012 with YJ..Also like "reunion" for us.. met some ex-colleagues from TTSH.. *haiz*Apart from lectures/LIVE, excited cuz' got to see our idols there.. Toshiya Muramatsu sensei~!First seenluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-59685242454739617812012-01-11T02:45:00.005+08:002012-01-11T02:54:28.099+08:00TEEN TOP - Going Crazy MVTheir comeback song catchy.. stage performances cool too..♥~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-57337828164540693282012-01-04T03:11:00.002+08:002012-01-04T03:24:41.353+08:00*Haiz~* Feeling alittle depressed..Feels exhausted..Like wearing a mask.. trying to masked up the dark side of me..Dark side of me is...?Ermm.. i dun wish to be understanding.. forgiving..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-38809266301465688592012-01-01T19:39:00.012+08:002012-01-02T03:39:40.708+08:00新年おめでとう~No special celebration/events.. tranquility at home..No special someone.. just me alone..No special wishes.. just hope year 2012 will be a better year for me,my family & friends.. I guess it's not a simple year 2011 for me with on-going coping/adapting in w3A & KTPH.. Hopefully i can learn to move forward & stop looking back..Despite knowing that i will still miss what i have been luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-59594042907536000682012-01-01T18:22:00.003+08:002012-01-01T19:39:30.223+08:00Jo Kwon & Ga In - Troublemaker (Special)I missed my Adam couple~!I feel more excited watching them performing troublemaker~! *hee*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-58021611177627458762011-12-19T02:10:00.002+08:002011-12-19T02:11:42.296+08:00After long hiatus..Started watching drama again..Out of my list..Highly recommended by Jun po..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-69743885836001104872011-12-18T18:26:00.003+08:002011-12-18T18:35:23.091+08:00Lee Teuk & Kang Sora couple make my day!~♥luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-60152892751931323622011-12-10T18:09:00.017+08:002011-12-10T19:12:30.956+08:00Finally meet up with Junpo yesterday..Went Ootoya Restaurant at Orchard central(level 8).. Hardly been there.. not aware that there r actually many restaurants inside & 12 levels up.. Next time we r keen to go back try Sarang Korean food & Lobster porridge?!Reached there.. quite long queue.. waited for about 15-20mins..Both Junpo & me especially addicted to e steam rice set~!Lucky Junpo has UOB luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-39550143133265539292011-12-03T21:12:00.005+08:002011-12-07T21:47:41.694+08:00Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore 2011My first time participating this big event.. not as runner but volunteer..Anxious.. stressed.. excitement..Need to standby from 1am - 3pm..Im posted to PitStop..Yanjun & Bernice seperated from me..Hope everything goes well..Countdown..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Work busy as usual..Many work undone.luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-62943691566395994162011-11-27T23:51:00.004+08:002011-11-28T00:22:18.724+08:00I'm just like a "T" wave...Any small trigger can evoke a ventricular fibrillation..R-on-T phenomenon..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-13126416064067827422011-11-20T13:03:00.006+08:002011-11-28T04:01:25.282+08:00Leeteuk & Kang Sora on school date~♥Very sweet~♥They both love 不能說的秘密 movie..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Lately.. Health deteriorating.. *haiz~*-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------T-ara -- Cry CrySNSD -- The Boysluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-28278195679830558862011-11-14T01:41:00.007+08:002011-11-21T01:58:12.621+08:00Toxic china rain..Both my parents are down with fever & cold.. Hopefully they can recover soon..Not my problem.. not the phone's problem..Now.. operator's problem..Again i didnt appear for activation..How am i going to survive my future calls..*haiz~~~*Went Bugis Temple by chance..Asked about my career..Got a really bad omen..Once again it's confirmed.. *haiz~~~*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-58985739819254869702011-11-13T00:16:00.003+08:002011-11-13T00:20:38.735+08:00Misa KitaraI do not play or know about guitar..But i feel this stringless digital guitar is cooL~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-28743352214762039862011-11-12T18:43:00.003+08:002011-11-14T01:41:00.222+08:00Brown Eyed GirLs - CLeansing CreamLove the song..Love their outfit..Love Ga-In voice..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-51559477795369058302011-11-07T11:37:00.002+08:002011-11-07T11:48:35.004+08:00HTC RhymeHow i wish i can sign up this smartphone.. *haiz~*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-18863412421640979612011-11-05T21:14:00.004+08:002011-11-05T21:56:28.294+08:00An eventful week..On-call with Sister for the first time..For some reasions.. i missed the activation call for 2days..Really stressful & depressing.. *haiz*Presentation on Touchpoint.. unprepared..Despite its over.. more follow-up work to be done.. *haiz*And more & more others coming up..Mum & Dad is away..Hope the weather is tolerable for them..Hope they have a safe & pleasant trip..Once again..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-11714719455575902922011-11-01T04:01:00.001+08:002011-11-01T04:03:10.647+08:00Loves SNSD Comeback Stage~Loves their outfit~ Loves their dance~CooL~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-38694974738728390902011-10-22T23:59:00.004+08:002011-11-01T04:01:16.722+08:00Visited Dr. Jimmy at NMC.. A view i snapped from NMC..Mini prawns..! Crunchy.. but i only ate 2..Steaming Juicy pearl corns.. white & yellow.. really sweet!Cooking my favourite Edamame..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-6743505771881890032011-10-22T11:52:00.005+08:002011-10-23T03:41:10.732+08:00By: Ruey 瑞双鱼座总是脸上微笑着 无所谓着 但是心里却一直流着泪双鱼座总是对陌生人冷冷的 但是熟悉了就嘻嘻哈哈双鱼座总是表现得很坚强 其实很软弱双鱼座总是被人误解 却又不愿解释. 双鱼座 很累的……luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-43742055411552812372011-10-19T03:29:00.000+08:002011-10-19T03:30:34.553+08:00luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-60922995744549228832011-10-16T21:59:00.008+08:002011-10-19T04:40:24.166+08:00E-activation last night..Not sure why..Everything was frustration since from the beginning.. Not able to control my emotions that well..Once again.. i proved myself that I'm simply just Incompetent like i thought..Despite complaining that this/that is the problem.. actually I'm the problem..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------U-Kiss - EGG SONGAJ soluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-34912391945863359242011-10-13T22:14:00.001+08:002011-10-13T22:17:52.680+08:00心情日記のҠυмɪκδ:你是不是这样？容易满足，更容易受伤；总有一种被忽视的感觉；付出的远远超过得到的；很固执，习惯冷战；在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落；陌生人前很安静，朋友面前胡闹；坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它；不喜欢等待，却总是等待；经常发呆。没关系，你只是太看重感情的人。luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-22202091567271140882011-10-10T00:35:00.010+08:002011-10-13T03:30:42.764+08:00I love watching Korean Music Programs~♥!I'm just a crazy noona fan~!Brown Eyed GirLs - Sixth SenseHope BEG can take away No.1 soon~♥BoyFriend - Don't touch my GirLKwangmin's rap i like~♥Infinite - ParadiseNo.1 at Inkigayo~ Cheers~♥U-Kiss - NeverLandAJ so charming~♥luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-22035097994887729942011-10-09T14:13:00.005+08:002011-10-09T14:25:18.727+08:00Thanks to Dearest Jun po ♥~I'm the owner of this mini Cakery Shop ♥~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-59336160063253782732011-10-03T23:51:00.006+08:002011-10-09T14:11:59.093+08:00心情日記のҠυмɪκδ:人不能改变环境，但却可以改变自己。不能改变方式，但却可以改变方向。不能改变面容，但却可以改变笑容。不能改变去路，但却能改变思路。不能改变贫困，但却能改变精神。不能改变昨天，但却能改变观念、把握今天。Something for me to ponder..Something for me to learn..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-77250885920507121282011-09-26T01:17:00.004+08:002011-09-26T01:47:06.443+08:00毎日これという目的がないです私は決定を必要とします-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Unplanned.. But end up watched Johnny English with my parents..Comedy action movie.. pretty hilarious~♥!!!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------心情日記のҠυмɪκδ says:生病并不可怕，怕的是一病不起；输了并不可怕，怕的是一败涂地；失业并不可怕，怕的是一直不去找工作；没钱并不可怕，怕的是一直要等人来救济；错了并不可怕，怕的是一错再错luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-69209066841555606132011-09-24T21:23:00.006+08:002011-09-25T13:56:19.142+08:00Brown Eyed Girls - Hot Shot Brown Eyed Girls - Sixth Sense Brown Eyed Girls Comebackstage Fierce and CooL~♥!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I had a messy dream..Too messy that i cannot remember anything.. except..I saw myself very busy working in ward 3A.. blaming Serene who is the nurse-in-charge luck.. is this past or future?-----------------luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-70410626875975550022011-09-22T01:29:00.003+08:002011-09-22T01:47:37.630+08:00シド 「いつか」私は愛します♥luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-73807246063231858722011-09-19T00:50:00.005+08:002011-10-04T00:53:00.778+08:00U-Kiss --- Neverland [Music Core] Addicted to this song & the fantastic live performance~♥!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Started work at KTPH..Missing my old home so much..Again.. again.. I always seem so useles.. *haiz*I know i always complain/nag.. Sorry~..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-11522892673538442902011-09-18T00:52:00.004+08:002011-09-18T02:01:21.103+08:00不喊痛，不一定没感觉。不要求，不一定没期待。不落泪，不一定没伤痕。沉默，不代表自己没话说。离开，不代表自己很潇洒。快乐，不代表自己没伤心。微笑有时就像创可贴，虽然掩饰住了伤口，但是心痛依然。我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------所有的“我开玩笑的”都一定带着一点点认真；所有的“我不懂”其实还是有一点懂；每一次“我不在乎”背后都有一点点在乎；每一次“我没事”背后都还是有那么一点伤痛；每一句“我行的”背后其实还是有很多担忧；每一句“我可以”其实还是有一点点胆怯！---------------------------------------------------------------------------------luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-35387589449581964232011-09-13T00:46:00.003+08:002011-09-13T00:51:44.854+08:00U-Kiss --- NeverLand (Inkigayo Comeback Stage)Very cooL water stage~♥!Their live performances were great~!Hope they can fufill their dream by taking No.1 rank down..Good Luck to them~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-76945330675713193812011-09-12T16:06:00.006+08:002011-09-12T16:39:23.542+08:00有时候，心里会莫名的难受却不知道为了什么。有时候，同周围的人说说笑笑，却觉得异常寂寞和孤独。有时候静静的看着窗外会觉得自己是个很容易被遗忘的人。... 有时候，冷眼看着身边的人吵吵闹闹。有时候，觉得这个世界真的很假很虚伪。有时候，真想就这样从这个世界上消失。-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------别人拥有的，你不必羡慕，只要努力，你也会拥有；自己拥有的，你不必炫耀，因为别人也在奋斗，也会拥有。多一点快乐，少一点烦恼，不论富或穷，地位高或低，知识浅或深。每天开心笑，累了就睡觉，醒了就微笑。-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-62205534780690061492011-09-12T15:24:00.001+08:002011-09-12T15:28:14.241+08:00シド「いつか」Preview【高音質】Looking forward to シド's new single~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-30944633765945845032011-09-12T00:42:00.002+08:002011-09-12T15:29:11.095+08:00ACNES outbreak never-ending...Really Depressed~!!!luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-67879267765410915482011-09-10T11:35:00.006+08:002011-09-10T15:36:19.041+08:00Block B’s Zico writes a rap about the homunculus in 10 minutesThis is what they call me~ the homunculusThe motor cortex~ the sensory cortex~Penfield proved it! With his smart brain…Should we get to the main chase~ To the world of the cortex~The motor cortex represents the fingers, mouth, lips, tongue, eyesWhile the sensory cortex represents the hands, tongue, and backIf you’re interested look it luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-76376730186995339882011-09-09T05:03:00.002+08:002011-09-09T05:24:53.771+08:00I used to hate this ID photo card of mine..Well,i guess.. i will miss it..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-29747420292568465202011-09-07T07:04:00.003+08:002011-09-09T05:25:33.332+08:00Protect the BossVery hilarious drama~♥luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-90693499448441365772011-09-07T02:37:00.007+08:002011-09-09T05:09:48.812+08:00Wow! Kuroshitsuji figurines on sales! (^0^)/Should i buy Ciel & Sebastian?luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-70550958348342281692011-09-06T01:56:00.000+08:002011-09-06T01:57:02.053+08:00果山サキ「本当にキミじゃないのかな・・・ feat.SoulJa」luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-19700645206795837512011-09-06T01:23:00.000+08:002011-09-06T01:24:11.309+08:00I wish to watch this movie again..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-12741582884787871772011-08-31T00:38:00.006+08:002011-09-10T02:01:21.099+08:00Super Junior - Mr. SimpLe Despite not the full force of members in this performance.. I thought this is still one of their best performances..A song with good & meaningful lyrics..A departure stage for one of the member..To me,the feeling of departure is not simple as it seems..For me to experience it twice this year..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-2779765024868416032011-08-27T12:10:00.003+08:002011-08-27T22:29:48.720+08:002NE1 - UGLY 2PM - I'M YOUR MAN ♥LOve these 2 songs~luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-85933106929710821132011-08-25T03:26:00.007+08:002011-08-25T03:52:29.567+08:00I ♥ Gachapon~ In the midst of despair, this small little cute thing make me smile at least...luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-67215038425480654822011-08-25T01:17:00.011+08:002011-08-25T03:25:19.688+08:00 身边的人那么多，懂自己的有几个? 我只是个，会自卑，会伤心，会小心眼的普通人... 人累了，就休息... 难过了，就蹲下来，给自己一个拥抱... 因为这个世界上没有人能同情你，怜悯你... 哭了，眼泪是自己的... 痛了，没有人能体会到... 那么只有流着泪去微笑... (adopted from 心情日記のҠυмɪκδ's) luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-88500118609673751192011-08-23T23:58:00.001+08:002011-08-25T01:25:15.724+08:00 終於…… 堅強那麼久我終於在卸下我偽裝的面具哭了…… 連我自己也不清楚…… 我沒蹲下來抱抱自己，而是聽著感傷的歌儘量讓自己哭…… Crying mood... Crying day...luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-43273486635248485232011-08-23T15:07:00.013+08:002011-08-25T03:26:09.664+08:00(Picture source: Zhang Chen) A place where i grew old.. A place where i used to cry alot... A place where i knew my friends... A place where i knew people whom i admire & respect... A place where i learn to give.. A place where i gains my skills & knowledge.. (Sad to say,I'm still as useless as a fifth wheel.. *haiz~*) A place where i step in anytime of the day/week.. A place where i dropped aluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-43482419429238558782011-08-22T21:37:00.010+08:002011-08-24T00:03:17.265+08:00 This song describe how am i feeling now... 我没有坚强的防备.. 也没有后路可以退.. 也没有逃脱的幸运.. 却是不起眼的小兵.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 据说重感情的人都这样： 1.总有一种被忽视的感觉.. 2.偶尔会有种想消失的念头.. 3.不喜欢等待，却总是等待.. 4.总会把事情想得很长久.. 5.心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界.. 6.喜欢一个人逛街? 7.一点点事就胡思乱想.. 8.自己走路会很快.. 9.莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感.. 你都有哪些呢？ (adopted from:心情日記のҠυмɪκδ)luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-49666067657071935352011-08-20T19:47:00.000+08:002011-08-20T19:48:23.540+08:00ACNES OUTBREAK!!!!!!!!!! *Depressed*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-29929356989659577332011-08-17T01:20:00.007+08:002011-08-25T04:27:39.112+08:00Not sure why.. I always luv Hanbok.. luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-15913147976309635642011-08-16T17:03:00.005+08:002011-08-25T03:37:20.469+08:00I thought i will be happy & excited to go back to Cath Lab.. However, from the day KTPH called me, i eventually sign the offer letter, i picked up my courage to tender my resignation & i expecting my lasy day in TTSH in September.. Till now, I just cant feel the excitement & happiness.. Why.. why.. why.. luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-53477466353022571952011-08-11T12:18:00.005+08:002011-08-11T12:30:20.520+08:00Finally.. eventually.. no more pondering.. I signed the offer letter yesterday.. Not sure if I will sincerely welcome by them.. will i be happy there? I just try my best and work hard.. Say Goodbye to my 6years long run in TTSH.. A place where i grew.. Thank you,Mr.Tan Tock Seng..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-10095018376401085402011-08-06T05:05:00.004+08:002011-08-25T03:35:39.815+08:00 I want to buy Bags..!!!luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-41982125640708316532011-08-06T01:59:00.004+08:002011-08-06T02:05:02.261+08:00Ward is busy and crazy these 2 days..I feel so handicapped that i cannot help them much..Furthermore i was being drove crazy by a pestering maid..Well,at least.. JCI finally over..My coming weekends.. my 2 days night shift..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-21600087042513955822011-08-04T00:43:00.004+08:002011-08-04T00:48:45.753+08:00Seriously..Why do i feel so cheated..?Am i making the right choice..?Its' not only about money.. Disappointed.. indeed disappointed..Why do i put myself in such situation..Stupid Me..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-90660684083685443182011-08-02T12:42:00.004+08:002011-08-02T13:00:23.968+08:00林俊傑 - 只對你有感覺 (rocker version)I like this version better~!JCI is finally here.. Aug 1-5 2011..Delayed stress cuz' im off on Aug 1-2..Good Luck to TTSH & NICU.. Hope i wont be target on.. Im really not prepared..JCI bible ingestion & digestion just started in progress.. T_TGot a call from them eventually but no news after..Maybe i should just give up..Disappointed & Dilemma..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-61871706454960585522011-07-29T15:30:00.005+08:002011-07-29T16:00:09.328+08:00I feels sad..I likes Kim Yeong Ju Prosecutor.. I really hope he can reunite with his ex-wife.. T_TEver since im joined ward 3A.. i have became more "宅女" than usual..Talk-less at work.. stays at home more.. Somehow i feels left out..Nurses' Day Celebration = my post night sleeping day..Nurses' Day programs.. i got nothing.. not even a lunch..On my off days.. i usually end up alone most of the luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-72077597278846078002011-07-19T04:28:00.004+08:002011-08-25T03:40:40.379+08:00Hates to work.. not sure why.. Worse is JCI coming.. -_-""" They have not ring me up.. Tummy fat getting bigger.. O_O" Seriously,i must start to be more careful with my diet.. do some exercises.. But,im so de-motivated & lazy.. Im so broke until unbelievable.. Less than $100 in my bank account.. really cannot imagine.. Really hate myself alot alot..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-86670443454105903562011-07-04T03:27:00.009+08:002011-07-11T00:42:09.628+08:001 week of AL just gone like that..Spent it lazing around at home.. nothing fruitful.. weight gainning.. Escaping.. just hiding in my own world.. Watched a few Korean drama(s) online.. Finally got this opportunity..Sungkyunkwan ScandalI feels it is a good drama.. Alittle slow paced.. but it's still alright..Rather enriching..Postman to HeavenBeautiful & meaningful romance short movie..Thought it luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-5143864035017094632011-06-28T13:33:00.011+08:002011-07-04T03:59:28.082+08:00Last Thursday..I went for a job interview..Also my first time doing up a resume..I still feels very lost & confused & uncertain.. *haiz*Unexpectedly..I was surprised when i saw the roster on Friday..I'm granted with 2weeks annual leaves.. Since roster cannot be amend,I will take this opportunity to escape from work..Anyway,my cash is rather tight to plan for any short trip..Not sure why..I feels luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-67636629249331205072011-06-19T17:05:00.002+08:002011-07-04T14:57:02.213+08:00BEAST - On Rainy Days *-*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-10567769265838416582011-06-14T03:09:00.003+08:002011-06-14T03:16:58.628+08:00私の指は苦痛です...I think I'm quite accident-prone at work..I got bruises and small cuts quite often..This time round i sustained quite a shocking needle-stick injury..The 18G needle which i used to dilute antibiotics poked through my middle finger..This is really painful and unbelieveable..Apart from this,it was really an unlucky day too..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-34196513269666138722011-05-30T10:45:00.002+08:002011-08-25T03:35:12.742+08:00 luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-62742945755164316142011-05-26T02:29:00.007+08:002011-05-26T02:55:58.689+08:00"People cry, not because they are weak... But bcoz they have been strong…"(adopted from YJ's twitter)-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Genki & Haku going to be parents soon..Perhaps i can adopted one of their babies?-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Really fearful of making decisions..Really luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-63413369642617619272011-05-23T02:04:00.002+08:002011-05-23T02:08:56.282+08:00B2ST - Fiction (Music Core)B2ST - The Fact (Music Core)luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-23931739713604686292011-05-19T02:41:00.007+08:002011-05-19T03:05:10.079+08:00Ergophobia.. fear of work..Isolophobia.. fear of being alone..Decidophobia.. fear of making decisions..Athazagoraphobia.. fear of being forgotten..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-22585102504703673262011-05-18T18:06:00.009+08:002011-05-23T01:50:48.765+08:00Finally i got my driving licence..Even though i knew that i can't be an independent driver still but it's amazing enough..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Craving for movies out of sudden..Gantz(part1)BECKPirates of the Carribean 4luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-29391399223079168382011-05-18T15:25:00.000+08:002011-05-18T15:26:28.040+08:00Bruno Mars - The Lazy Songluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-58950817268108408972011-05-15T15:58:00.001+08:002011-05-15T15:59:57.243+08:00Am i trying to be loner..Or am i forcing myself to be strong despite being alone..Just felt that i have nothing but except alone..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Infinite - Can U Smile (Music Core)luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-12569123573693781192011-05-15T15:28:00.008+08:002011-05-15T16:00:09.015+08:00I cried after watching this clip..Even though I'm not the resident of Potong Pasir.. i feel it's a pity for them to lose such a good MP of Potong Pasir..Mr. Chiam carries such a warm & sincere smile..General Election 2011..Indeed it's a very indifferent election compared to the past..Surprised to see younger generation interested in politics.. Nicole seah is definitely an outstanding one..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-75739294455318140492011-05-13T03:55:00.004+08:002011-05-15T15:58:20.996+08:00So much of "missing" nowadays.. Really miss them so much..Jun po.. my wife.. SSDC Driving days.. Mr. Shue & Mr. Lee.. even SSDC shuttle bus..Old Cath Lab days..TTSH Cath Lab.. be it good or bad..PCI.. IABP.. ECMO.. PPI.. etc. My Favourite "Goguma Couple"..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-38591742554005565652011-04-26T10:59:00.008+08:002011-04-26T11:11:22.101+08:00luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-51143312620995360352011-04-25T00:04:00.010+08:002011-04-25T03:06:39.523+08:00Feeling quite down.. becoming alittle more anti-social..Just feel like distant myself from people..Anyway.. no more common topics.. On the other hand,not able to blend in as well..Furthermore.. Work is not coping that well.. Acnes outbreak not resolving.. getting from bad to worse.. Erm.. my life seems alittle dark.. kinda demoralising..However.. still i feel i need to be thankful in some way i luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-17573175072096897392011-04-15T01:13:00.006+08:002011-04-15T04:50:42.767+08:00Finally i watched my favourite Goguma Couple~!Im so disappointed that their marriage ended.. *haiz~*Im really misses them badly..Nevertheless.. I loves their wedding pictorials..Wedding shooting drews them one step closer..I wish that in real life.. they can become couple.. luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-58882244860833537792011-04-08T13:52:00.007+08:002011-04-13T02:12:25.261+08:00CNBLUE - Intuition Yonghwa's guitar! So CooL~!CNBLUE - LieCNBLUE - Love GirLI LOve CNBLUE~! FirSt StEp aLbum thUmb uP!luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-11356840439736658452011-04-04T03:27:00.003+08:002011-04-04T03:43:06.766+08:00Hmm.. Ponders.. Is my learning pace too slow..?Is my learning attitude not proactive enough..? Is my learning style too passive..?Seriously.. I really feel lost.. can i escape.. please..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-74526933415271791262011-04-04T03:21:00.007+08:002011-04-13T01:18:13.655+08:00JUJU - さよならの代わりに [PV] I reaLLy LuVs JUJU's sentimental voice.. another good song from her..I misses Goguma couple badly..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-65154321487957461872011-04-01T06:54:00.006+08:002011-04-04T03:27:20.902+08:00君に届けKimi ni Todoke Season 2I watched & likes this anime by chance..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-81778167487503600342011-03-31T23:46:00.004+08:002011-04-01T02:03:49.659+08:00Life is up in the sky..Falling down from the sky..Rain down on me..Every Little Thing - 冷たい雨 luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-19646500367422113632011-03-23T01:52:00.003+08:002011-04-01T02:12:42.028+08:00No allkpop.. No blogger..No "we get married".. My computer is still down..My life is about my work.. my 4 walls.. my driving..Despite there are so little things in my life.. neither my work nor my driving is progressing well.. Perhaps.. it would be better if I'm not exist..Well..erm.. 2012 is coming..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-74995013462015456332011-03-22T06:19:00.002+08:002011-03-22T06:24:12.486+08:00I really miss icl.. If everything is so simple and neutral.. I wish I can go back and hide in my comfort zone..I'm not strong..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-47052669435457514962011-03-13T04:57:00.004+08:002011-03-13T05:28:53.228+08:00Devastating deadly 8.9 magnitude earthquake of Japan..Disasterous aftershock emergencies engulfing lives n hopes..Scenes of helplessness.. fear.. ruinous..Warning signs of World End in 2012..?luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-36798699163071013922011-03-11T09:58:00.008+08:002011-03-11T11:00:22.786+08:00丁噹 - 一半 MVKind of sad.. but it's reality.. T_TK.will - My Heart is Beating MVCute IU and LeeJoon.. *-*-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I feel this is so true... "一个单身人久了，就不想去恋爱，会感觉朋友越来越重要；一个单身人久了，就不想去逛街，会越来越喜欢在家听歌；一个人单身久了，就变得成熟起来，会比以前越来越爱父母；一个人单身久了，就买很多鞋子，会独自去很多很远的地方旅游； 一个人单身久了，就不经意悄悄流泪，会在众人面前什么都无所谓.."(Adopted from Jun Po's blog)luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-47514448215195027192011-03-02T22:54:00.002+08:002011-03-02T22:59:28.490+08:00I belong to no where.. not ward 3A.. not invasive cardiac lab..Feel lonely.. I need to be strong..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-76468518142492933042011-02-22T22:03:00.004+08:002011-02-23T01:22:42.858+08:00I nv thinks that birthday is a big day.. I rmb that I was even doing night shift when I was in ward12d spending my 21st birthday..This year.. Could it be possible that this will be my worse birthday ever..I feel like im going into depression soon..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-10038764921244841752011-02-18T21:22:00.002+08:002011-02-18T21:27:18.680+08:00Since monday.. till today.. nothing nice or good thing happen to me.. Not sure how long I can endure to see light..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-65831622249593541792011-02-05T11:14:00.005+08:002011-04-13T01:18:41.835+08:00平井堅 - アイシテル 感動しました。大好き。DEEP - 白いマフラー luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-78154930366233932011-01-15T08:28:00.002+08:002011-01-15T08:33:39.728+08:00My computer crashed n died again!!! Unknown causes.. *haiz*luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-31402421284673743562011-01-12T02:52:00.007+08:002011-01-15T08:37:32.363+08:00At NTUC.. i saw many goguma(s)!i enjoy Green Tea ice-cream always..Like e' new pair of shoes i bought..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Very often im being forgotten..But,i guess im someone who is rather passive..Hence i must learn to stand firm alone..Guess e feeling of contentment is better than hopeful & disappointment..Date confirmed.. But,iluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-69139637525234119922011-01-01T20:00:00.000+08:002011-01-11T19:09:33.488+08:00Had okinawa goguma ice-cream at Liang Court!Oishii~!luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-89603804189040363942011-01-01T19:40:00.021+08:002011-01-11T19:06:54.624+08:00Year 2011 has arrived~!It is going to be a challenging year ahead.. Fighting~!!!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------31st Dec 2010..ICL Xmas + New Year Party..Overall,quite enjoyable and a fruitful one.. maybe bcuz'.. Xiaowei plan to dance again.. Linzi suggested SNSD GEE.. Xiaowei psycho me to join them.. i refused initially..How can i dance such aluckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-73017099359535274702010-12-26T03:10:00.003+08:002010-12-26T03:12:29.609+08:00Driving never been my talent.. I always not doing well..However,i will continue to try try try..Hope my instructors will not give up upon me..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-68491919362389402822010-12-26T01:35:00.012+08:002010-12-26T03:10:04.618+08:00Had been wanting to blog..However,ended up falling asleep.. *つかれった*Less online-ing nowadays.. Signs of Aging..-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Acnes outbreak again.. I hate.. Swollen red painful acne on my nosePimples/scars on my other parts of my face too.. *haiz*----------------------------------------------------------------------------------luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-84916188823287641672010-12-25T23:32:00.002+08:002010-12-26T01:34:40.505+08:00"Merry Christmas~"X'mas greetings from Tobi & Pinky~!Pics adopted from Jun po..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-66128917748124191162010-12-12T01:15:00.003+08:002010-12-12T22:30:07.096+08:00I must tell myself to be easily contented with simple things..Perhaps.. like..Able to enjoy my Yami Yogurt frequently..Able to watch "We Got Married" weekly..more..? thinking..luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5836977.post-87923204011488996772010-12-11T18:37:00.002+08:002010-12-11T22:56:06.603+08:00Mama cooked goguma porridge today~♥!Everyweek i am looking to watch the goguma's couple..They are really getting cuter n cuter~♥!luckyfourleafnoreply@blogger.com0